....you know it doesnt matter what you do, don't you know i'm so over you
-i pass notes in all my classes
-its april and i still havent unpacked from going to Montana over christmas
-i ran that stop sign in the dark
-YOU really dont make me wanna la la anymore
-5556 hookers
-sometimes i get tough
-wouldnt it be cool to live in a teepee?
-you work out too much
-yea we forged a recommendation letter
-life's not fair, so you dont have to play fair
-"i can only be myself, i'm sorry that's hell for you"
-you look good in purple, better in blue
-i took a 47 minute shower yesterday
-elephants say "pheum"
-sometimes you guys forget that when i'm there, its mixed company
-put the lime in the coconut
-oh i completely know when you're lying to me
-i dont want just anyone's attention, i want yours
-you can hate me if you need to
-"when i say lets keep in touch, i really mean i wish that you'd grow up"




you piss me off GOODBYE

......sunday after desperate housewives
-i get excited when i get a text message
-i dont wanna know
-i believe in second chances
-our church sounds like a cult
-i've never said yes and followed through
-sorry, it's just been a while
-i kind of like destruction
-2 in 6 months makes you a whore
-you really need to get over it
-i'm not the kind of girl you wanna leave
-i love it when the radio plays all my favorite songs
-whipped....its how i like my men
-they say we look alike but i just don't see the resemblence
-if you're gonna do the time, you better enjoy the crime
-you can be my escape
-"this isn't a kiddie pool, this is a fucking urinal"
-i wrote gullible on the ceiling
-we're concentrating on falling apart
-i wanna blow you away
-i always ask questions and forget to listen to the answer
-fingers are crossed that maybe you'll IM me
-i sing even when i dont know the words
-i'll tell you what you need to know even if you dont wanna hear it
-i fall for your answering machine everytime
-i always say "i love this song" then i change it
-i have to admit, it felt good to say not give in for once
-"you're right, you're not a whore....you don't charge" haha that was awesome
-there are some subjects that shouldn't be brought up at the dinner table....lesbians on the oc is one of them



i got some sense knocked into me......and i got the bump to prove it

.....more more more about me
i stole this from anna.....who stole it from tori....who stole it from who knows

BOLD THE THINGS THAT APPLY TO YOU:
01. I don't really like ice cream
02. I see a therapist.
03. I'm the youngest child.
04. I am drawn to things associated with sadness.
05. I did love my gauged earrings.
06. I wear black eyeliner every day.
07. I am extremely influenced by kindness.
08. I love to write, even though I think I suck at it.
09. I can't live without lipgloss.
10. I'm probably emotionally scarred.
11. I lived in Tahoe.
12. I spend money I have.
13. I'll be in college for over 4 years.
14. I love designer handbags.
15. I've had a concussion before.
16. I'm not good with confrontation.
17. I loved the Backstreet Boys.
18. I have more than a couple of horrible memories
19. I'm addicted to Degrassi
20. I've tried writing poetry before but it sucked.
21. My first kiss was unexpected.
22. I'm not a fan of rap.
23. I love taking pictures.
24. I hate girls who are fake.
25. I can be mean when I want to.
26. When I allow myself to get close to people, I get very attached.
27. I am bisexual.
28. I have way too many pairs of shoes.
29. I was into Hot Wheels as a child.
30. I dress how I feel that day.
31. My room is painted a colour other than white.
32. I cry very easily.
33. I'm always early.
34. I barely ever study for tests.
35. My birthday is my favourite holiday.
36. I have too many clothes for my closet/dresser.
37. I am a morning person.
38. I wish I was smarter.
39. I believe that it is wrong to be gay.
40. I don't blame gay people for being gay.
41. No one really knows me.
42. I don't have many bad hair days.
43. I sometimes fight with my parents.
44. I am passionate about my interests.
45. I have had the chicken pox.
46. I'm a hopeless romantic.
47. I feel empty sometimes.
48. I am/was clinically depressed at a point in my life.
49. I am no longer depressed because of medication.
50. I am very outgoing.
51. Christmas is is my favorite holiday.
52. I can be very insecure.
53. I don't notice it, but I'm told I'm very softspoken.
54. I hate ignorant people.
55. I love the color yellow.
56. I love guys/girls that play the guitar.
57. I state the obvious.
58. I'm a moody person.
59. I sometimes have a low self-confidence.
60. I've contemplated suicide.
61. I hate cleaning my room.
62. I tend to get jealous.
63. I like to play video games.
64. I love John Mayer.
65. I get more upset when I see an animal hurt than a person
66. I'm a vegetarian/vegan/don't eat meat.
67. I've had a crush on a teacher before.
68. I am too forgiving.
70. I have a good sense of direction.
71. I'm happy with my life most of the time.
72. I've played a musical instrument for more than 5 years.
73. I can function perfectly well without a boyfriend.
74. I love kisses on the forehead.
75. I love the colour blue.
76. I don't sew.
77. I am not addicted to drugs.
78. I wear contacts.
79. I don't really care about politics.
80. I hate Bush, but I have reasons to justify it.
81. I don't take criticism well.
82. Conformity is stupid.
83. I love Colin Farell.
84. Rocker/ska boys/chicks turn me on.
85. I love my family
86. I don't mind getting shots.
87. I am a perfectionist when it comes to certain things.
88. I always wanted to learn to play the guitar.
89. I can be too hard on myself.
90. I believe that premarital sex is wrong.
91. I don't like my nose.
92. I am very religious.
93. I still act like a little kid.
94. I am ridiculously indecisive.
95. I believe in a higher power or some form of an afterlife.
96. I love music.
97. I'm in love.
98. Sometimes I have problems letting go of people.
99. Ashlee Simpson is awesome

....it's starting to feel like summer
-i like sleeping in your clothes
-i refused to have any part in his attempt to get your phone number and screen name....he still got them
-life doesn't always go my way
-i still haven't learned to walk
-you can't keep a secret if it never was a secret to start
-i never saw the day coming where i would be explaining things to you
-i turn the music up too loud and drive too fast
-i read my magazines from back to front
-there's nothing you can do for me i can't do on my own
-country music is best in montana
-somebody gonna get a hurt real bad
-this may never start
-we celebrate my half birthdays
-it's hard to concentrate on adding a's with a coefficent of one (write it out...maybe you'll get it)
-i think my friends scared you away....
-caution: you may be too normal for me
-i know you want me back
-today in history, we read about the old Vietnamese capitol of "Saigon" and all i could think of was that restaurant that you took us to that served dog

ONLY IN WESTLAKE
-your house is so high tech....it talks
-why would you buy an old, used BMW when you can have a brand new kia? come on, kia's are the shit
-would your english teacher know more about pot than you do....
-when my phone was dead, i brought my charger to school and charged it during history

.....so today is my half birthday
-baby you're bad news.....i don't care i like you
-my scars look like bugs
-i want you to teach me to play halo
-your little sister is the cutest person ever!! anna agrees!
-we kept it safe and slow
-what's give or take a few years??
-i hate wasting my days inside
-it takes a lot to impress me
-my voice sounds really funny on videos
-it makes me unhappy to see you unhappy
-there are two kinds of people in this world- Greeks and those who wish they were Greek
-sometimes i just don't want to
-when your mom answered your phone, i called her the name i call you....i bet she thinks im crazy now...



oh PS- i saw missy at the grocery store!! it was exciting!!

.......tuesday night
-i've never won bingo
-hey, people like me
-i prefer mix cd's
-don't make a fuss and go crazy over you and me
-i wanna feel the way you make me feel when i'm with you
-when you cuss, you sound like a donkey
-i don't like it when you hang the phone up on me
-in the mean time, i live i work i wait i hope i still have faith
-i know i complain about it but i like it when you'll bother me
-the bad dreams lead me to calling you
-i know how to drive stick shift
-i laugh when it seems like the right thing to do
-that video has rape written all over it
-some things you just don't question
-it made me feel better after you told me you thought i hadn't done anything wrong and that you'd take care of it



PS- i haven't seen jenn in almost a week....this is crazyness

......i don't wanna go to bed though
-its not that i always forget, its just i never remember
-i set an alarm for someone on your buddy list
-i left 164 messages for Jenn on her away message one time
-if you hate her, then i hate her too
-i enjoy our quality j & k time
-we really shouldn't be doing this
-you don't hate him....he's just worthless??
-you ask the stupidest questions
-he may be worthless but i really don't want you guys to kill him!!

FOR EUGENIA
-i swear i didn't know where his hands were
-we walked across town to find a bathroom then we realized there was one across the street
-the people in that restaurant thought we were wasted
-you, me and jason boland are the biggest badasses in the world

.....more pictures
yea, yea, yea so i really like my pictures

....these past few weeks

ps- there's 3 pages of pictures

.......its sunday and matt and jerry woke me up again
-men are proof that women can take a joke
-glistens...its practically my favorite word
-i hate to admit it but i know every word in the lion king
-sometimes i wonder how i ever was a cheerleader
-i happen to like my badunkadunk
-you're retarted how you hear stories then tell other people you did it
-i want a divorce
-we had to go get real food after you fed us vietnamese food

....just woke up and it 4:34 pm
-i wanna stay right here
-i wore my 80's day outfit in public when it wasn't 80's day
-i miss the boredom of montana
-you're way too overprotective
-i hated you in elementary school
-you make things kind of awkward
-i had a snickers bar for lunch yesterday
-i cheated on you
-i'm surrounded by idiots
-i really can't believe you'll are still dating....but it's cute
-i do prefer slut over whore but only jenn is allowed to call me that
-i think you and i both know that the minute you sweet talk me, i'm gonna come running back to you
-i really appreciated it when you were mad at me but you still took me home cause everyone else was drunk
-this is so messed up
-i love how everyone has confessions now haha
-i still believe its good luck to cross your fingers
-i just don't trust you with my car
-i know you're worth it
-the only one i'll ever answer to is me
-i think the puppy got upset when you called it a hamster




ooh look at the sun, its time to go!